The Stages Of Grief

by Ghost Of Winchester

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1.
I don’t think I quite understand this sequence of events I’m overwhelmed Wake me (wake me) Wake me from this nightmare Wake me from this numbness (numbness) Impending self-destruction Can’t stand the shock of loss Denial is my self-protection This trial I’ll fail (I’ll fail) Unsure of what has passed This grand disturbance Unsure of what’s to come I feel shocked and numb Wake me Wake me from this nightmare Wake me from this numbness (numbness) Save me from this numbness Save me from this grand disturbance Denial is my self-protection This trial I’ll fail
2.
I long for your return You know that I suffer Confused as my head turns Remove this heartache I never prepared to walk this world without you I never imagined it would end this way The letters you left undone Won’t bring back my comfort Battered and bruised, I roam this world without you Battered and bruised, my heart disintegrates Yearning and searching Yearning and searching (searching) Longing for comfort I still search for reminders I still search to fill the void you left behind I spend these nights in terror My body aches I feel chains wrapped around my limbs I can’t move I can’t speak I want this numbness to end I never imagined this paint would get the best of me Yearning and searching Yearning and searching (for the night is dark and full of terrors) I’m longing for comfort I still search for reminders I still search to fill the void Take my discomfort I still search for reminders I still search to fill the void you left behind
3.
I’ll drown in misery Broken and shaken Standing too close to the edge You left me helpless They tried to help me but I’m I’m still, I’m still drunk and restless I’m just a shadow of my former self I can’t, I can’t hear them calling I can’t hear them Calling my name Alone in this prison These walls surround me Clutching my knees I’ll drown in misery I’ll drown in misery I cannot accept that I will no longer feel your embrace I’m tearing my skin Gouging my eyes Biting my fingers off one by one Calling my name Alone in this prison These walls surround me Clutching my knees I’ll drown in misery I’ll drown in misery I’m tearing my skin Gouging my eyes Biting my fingers off one by one
4.
I found myself in an empty land Nothing but the horizon in sight I realized I was on my own now Looking down at my feet I found A trail of footsteps to lead me on But where will this path guide me? Now I’ve learned What is grief The perseverance of love The end of my despair I traced these footsteps At their conclusion I found a small book Cracked and torn Broken and covered in dust These pages filled with memories Memories of you and me I managed a smile as a tear descends For the first time since you’ve been gone I feel at peace Cause now I know What is grief The perseverance of love The end of my despair For the first time I feel free I’ve returned to my normal state of mind I have learned to accept this pain and Grief The perseverance of love The end of my despair The end of my despair I am finally free This mark you left on me I will carry it till the end This book I will cherish forever

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released December 31, 2021

Rami Jáuregui - vocals
Benjamin Christopher - guitars, mix
Todd Sipes - drums, synth

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3 strangers from NorCal who created this EP 100% remotely during the COVID-19 pandemic.

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