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Shock and Numbness
03:45
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I don’t think I quite understand this sequence of events
I’m overwhelmed
Wake me (wake me)
Wake me from this nightmare
Wake me from this numbness
(numbness)
Impending self-destruction
Can’t stand the shock of loss
Denial is my self-protection
This trial I’ll fail (I’ll fail)
Unsure of what has passed
This grand disturbance
Unsure of what’s to come
I feel shocked and numb
Wake me
Wake me from this nightmare
Wake me from this numbness
(numbness)
Save me from this numbness
Save me from this grand disturbance
Denial is my self-protection
This trial I’ll fail
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2. |
Yearning and Searching
03:55
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I long for your return
You know that I suffer
Confused as my head turns
Remove this heartache
I never prepared to walk this world without you
I never imagined it would end this way
The letters you left undone
Won’t bring back my comfort
Battered and bruised, I roam this world without you
Battered and bruised, my heart disintegrates
Yearning and searching
Yearning and searching (searching)
Longing for comfort
I still search for reminders
I still search to fill the void you left behind
I spend these nights in terror
My body aches
I feel chains wrapped around my limbs
I can’t move
I can’t speak
I want this numbness to end
I never imagined this paint would get the best of me
Yearning and searching
Yearning and searching
(for the night is dark and full of terrors)
I’m longing for comfort
I still search for reminders
I still search to fill the void
Take my discomfort
I still search for reminders
I still search to fill the void you left behind
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I’ll drown in misery
Broken and shaken
Standing too close to the edge
You left me helpless
They tried to help me but I’m
I’m still, I’m still drunk and restless
I’m just a shadow of my former self
I can’t, I can’t hear them calling
I can’t hear them
Calling my name
Alone in this prison
These walls surround me
Clutching my knees I’ll drown in misery
I’ll drown in misery
I cannot accept that I will no longer feel your embrace
I’m tearing my skin
Gouging my eyes
Biting my fingers off one by one
Calling my name
Alone in this prison
These walls surround me
Clutching my knees I’ll drown in misery
I’ll drown in misery
I’m tearing my skin
Gouging my eyes
Biting my fingers off one by one
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I found myself in an empty land
Nothing but the horizon in sight
I realized I was on my own now
Looking down at my feet I found
A trail of footsteps to lead me on
But where will this path guide me?
Now I’ve learned
What is grief
The perseverance of love
The end of my despair
I traced these footsteps
At their conclusion I found a small book
Cracked and torn
Broken and covered in dust
These pages filled with memories
Memories of you and me
I managed a smile as a tear descends
For the first time since you’ve been gone I feel at peace
Cause now I know
What is grief
The perseverance of love
The end of my despair
For the first time I feel free
I’ve returned to my normal state of mind
I have learned to accept this pain and
Grief
The perseverance of love
The end of my despair
The end of my despair
I am finally free
This mark you left on me
I will carry it till the end
This book I will cherish forever
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Ghost Of Winchester San Francisco, California
3 strangers from NorCal who created this EP 100% remotely during the COVID-19 pandemic.
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